Saturday, May 3, 2014

Being an AP student is extremely stressful....

Sorry that I haven't been able to write posts for the past few days. I have been cramming for my AP test that are going to happen in the next 2 weeks. I have to study for AP Calculus, European History, Literature and Composition, American Government, and Microeconomics. For the past 4 days I have been staying after school until 6:30 to take mock exams for Calculus and I'm so close to getting a 3. I'm like 10 points away from passing that damn exam and its frustrating me how close I am. I feel like I'm slowly falling into depression because of the extreme amount of stress I am going through at the moment, but I just have to push for the next 2 weeks and its going to be all over. Let me give you a peek of my past week.

So for the past 4 days I have been staying after school till 6:30 doing mock exams for Calculus and I'm 10 points away from a 3. Why can't I just be 10 points smarter.... The stress is seriously building up and I'm close to exploding. There is so much weighing on my shoulders and I'm having to balance my education and my personal life. An 18 year old can handle so much. I'm just going to have to push through like how I always do.

A few things that have been a great de-stressor for me is.....FOOD. I'm one of those girls who eat their feelings. I have been eating so much lately, and the food of choice is of course some crazy sodium packed, saturated fat, processed and packaged junk food. I have an obsession with Chester's Hot Cheetos Fries. If I could eat one thing for the rest of my life, it would be those chips. I actually had to ask my brother to restrain me from eating them before because I can eat 5 bags in one sitting, no joke..iv done it before. I also went a whole week just eating those chips. But this week I needed them desperately. They are my go to's when I'm suffering from stress. Its embarrassing because I buy them at Walgreens and the cashier recognized me and said that every time I come I buy those chips. He held up the bag and was like "Really? Again ?!" I eat them so much that the employees remember my face and what I get every time. I have a problem...

Music is also another destressor. I just recently got into 2 new albums. The first one is from Beast's Yong Junhyung. His solo album "Flower" is amazing. I don't know if hes the one singing because I know his role in Beast is the rapper but if hes the one singing in most of the tracks, I'm amazed and say he should sing more. Fellow CUBE artists like G.Na and Yoseob are in his album too ! My favorite track is Caffeine, and yes I know its actually Yoseob's solo song, but Junhyung's version of it is to die for. Much better than Yoseob's in my opinion.

Block B's most recent album "Jackpot" is also amazing. Its way for pumped up and hyped than Junhyung's album. Junhyung is way more mello and chill and this one is just like BOOOM ! IM VERY VERY GOOOOOOOOODD !! hahah. The whole album isnt like that though. There are 2 songs that are mello and R&B 'esk, the same feel in Junhyung's album. My favorite song in this album is the 3rd track,언제 어디서 무엇을 어떻게. Its a collab with Urban Zakapa and the beat is so catchy. It also has an R&B feel, which is my favorite type of music style to listen to. Block B, this album is indeed Very Very Good. 

That aside, I got a nice package in the mail a few days ago. You guys don't know this but I'm actually a Bzzagent. Bzzagent is a website where you do surveys and get offered to participate in things called campaigns. So far I have been invited to one campaign and it came in the mail a few days ago.
I got offered to join the Soleil Razor campaign and its so exciting to be a part of it. I thought Bzzagent was a scam but this website is legit. Its free to join and all you have to do is take surveys and review the products that are sent to you. Its awesome !

Covergirl also came out with a new foundation or rather cosmetic line. Its by Katy Perry and it looks pretty interesting.
You see I would buy a bunch of cosmetics to review and try out but I'm a poor high school student who doesn't have a job. My life sucks, lol. But I'm very interested in this line so ima keep a lookout for reviews and see what other people say before I deviate from the holy grail 3-in-one covergirl foundation. 

That's about it, my life has been recorded and you guys are caught up ~ till next time !



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